Sunday, December 29, 2002
Grandma woke me up round 12pm.. kept rushing me to make sushi for my aunt's boyfren whom we called (ojisan, not ojiisan) :P surrounded by vv sarcastic ppl, including myself..
stayed at home the rest of the onlining.. chat with lok_lok and Edgar dave, both i've met before during a gathering with Jenn.. and they're planning to go yum char next tuesday...
made a card with a 'HOW R U' joint by tiny stars.. think it looks great.. (maybe a lil bit perasan, but frankly, it's really nice.. to me maybe) wanna send it to someone..
thought of him so suddenly.. wanna scream out his name..
wanna talk to someone.. a particular someone..
__cherry drips*
12/29/2002 06:03:00 PM
What does it feels like Being an Unwanted puPPy?
__cherry drips*
12/29/2002 12:57:00 AM
Saturday, December 28, 2002
i hate to know that i'm no one, and everyone knows that it's not easy to
be someone..
so whom should i blame? no one... cuz it's only my selfishness bringing
me into these thoughts..
如果有兩顆星星﹐ 一顆是很亮而另外一顆是比
較暗淡的。。 你會先留意到哪一顆﹖
Suddenly thought of the couch beside the hi-fi set in Camerons
the place use to sit.
It's comfortable and cozy cuddling myself on it, listening to the songs,
facing the three panel window, watching the hills and clouds, feeling the
breeze and cold air, so peaceful and lonely that it brought all my thoughts
back..
__cherry drips*
12/28/2002 03:30:00 PM
Called Lie Yuen last night..i also dunno whay suddenly felt like calling
her ,maybe cuz yen told me that they went to watch LOTR together then went
to pasar malam with MC .. actually it has nothing to do with me AT
ALL.. juz feel like knowing what had happened..
It've been a long time since i've been chatting with her on the phone like
that..
we talked bout her story, though at first i cant really accept the fact
that they're already together..
但那時也是我能夠看到她真正感覺到幸福和快樂的時候﹐
現在,那一切已經變成了一個好痛好痛的傷口。。
一個需要時間來醫好的傷口。。
原來在Camerons 那時她也有哭了一場。。juz that i have
not a single idea what have happened till she told me bout it..
然後﹐現在更加糟糕了。。因為感覺上 MC 又好象對Yen
有點意思。。
She told me she issint the Lie Yuen before anymore。。
she wont be smiling though she wants to cry..
she'll try to know what she really need and bring herself back to reality
__cherry drips*
12/28/2002 01:40:00 AM
Tuesday, December 24, 2002
今天早上。。 和媽反了臉。。心真痛。初初還以為她很擔心我。。怕我在Camerons那
時候會出事﹐ 那理之到。。原來不是。。 原來她是怕我來不及回到來開工。
然後。。。。到今早上我又再次發她的脾氣﹐我現在只想好好的準備開學的東西。。
還要買新鞋和新書。。不想再做了﹐這麼辦﹖我也知道她一定會很不開心。。
HAIH。。。 算了吧。。
差不多兩點多這樣就到嘉寶的家去MEET YEN 。。一心想著要買几張CHRISTMAS 卡片
送給朋友。。但是應為。。。。太多人了所以又懶得買了。。便成和YEN﹐ ZZEN﹐
PUI SEE﹐WAI FUN﹐ RU PO﹐CA PO 去看‘無間道﹐。。還不錯呢。。quite meaningful.
.
回到來了。。又做什麼呢。。
突然記起在CAMERONS那時看的一套偶像劇。。
有個笨笨的女生說﹕雖然我沒有一些人那麼美麗﹐雖然我沒有象一些人那麼聰明﹐
雖然我沒有一些人那麼優秀﹐但我並沒什麼不好。。我只不過不會表達自己而已。。
那也不是我的錯﹐我沒什麼不好。。
還有一個電影叫‘TIRAMISU’
在她裡開他之前﹐她對他說﹕你一定要永遠永遠的記得上次我們吃TIRAMISU的味道﹐
應為。。那是屬于我們兩人的味道。。
為什麼我會記得那幾個對白的﹖﹖~
__cherry drips*
12/24/2002 01:08:00 AM
Monday, December 16, 2002
juz came back from Kota Bahru, Kelantan..lotsa problem happened there..
ai~ 算了吧~
what i'm anticipating is tomorrow.. :) finally can meet lie yuen, chin kuan, ca po, yen, and zzen liao..
how i miss them.. muz be alot of things i have to catch up with.. nowadays vv outdate liao..
看到爸媽又吵架。。 一天到晚都是這樣的﹐ 久久不見﹐一見到或說起公司的是就會
開始鬧起來了。。。
有時候。。心真的好痛﹐
原來大人有時候想的東西其實會是比小孩更加天真。。
__cherry drips*
12/16/2002 03:05:00 AM