Sunday, October 24, 2004
Went down to the beach again lasnight ..didnt drink much .. like the tranquility..was alone at the moment..with that song played..was thinking bout us again..
Iverd joined in, he's a she..in short.. a tb..talked bout her relationshipS..but I kept mine close to me..Mom kept reminding me bout him,saying maybe she have her own purpose of getting close with me..If I'm to be a L..I already am few years back.. just wanna have a new friend..making new friends..
Finished a can,and the rest joined in.. Onn zai,Hong,Man..joked around and played with sand..had fun? I guess.. just don't want to be alone..Mom says not to be with them alone too often.. not to get over the border ..and not to be taken advantage of..
I know I'm in the center of attention right now..but it's just now him.. he can't see that I can be attractive too.. he'll be suprised..
End the bad round 1am,went back for shower..the lights went out suddenly and luckily I was about to be done..it was a havoc,everyone's walking up n down screaming and shouting,checking the switches..and I just sat there,being entertained.. know that the guys are interested..
Iverd kept saying that I'm so naive and should be careful.. I am.. I want to be in the game.. and I'm careful.. I'm able to take care of myself...
Thinking bout him..
__cherry drips*
10/24/2004 06:05:00 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
21-Oct-04 13:35
From:Jun Ye
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__cherry drips*
10/21/2004 05:02:00 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
I'm only 2 hours away from Redang Island,can't convince myself that it's tru..but I'm in K.Terengganu..working here in the states national stadium..If I'm here on a holz.. I'll love it~ the buildings.. the food.. the sea.. Want to be here again.. but on a vacation.. MUST~
Love the peace and tranquility..the breeze..the scenery.. Not exactly there yet...but I'm close.. can feel it dy... :>
Staying right beside the beach, Pantai Burok K.Terengganu.. a villa shared with the others. Not only that the banglo is right beside the shore,even my room .. the room I'm staying in is also facing right to the shore.. Heaven~ just like those in the movies.. : )
What sulks over here are the people.. there are either those who're deaf..or maybe dumb..and those who doesnt understand language, bargains as if they're robbing you more that asking for discounts..
There's a couple in this fair..being envious again.. theye didnt really do those mushy mushhy stuff to show off..but there's some sort of connection between them that makes u feel.. it..
Why envy? ....... He's tall...fair..good looking.. and she's slightly shorter.. round my height.. plump..chubby..cute in a way.. but very 'friendly at sight'.. if he's a material guy..I bet she won't be the girl ..he likes her for being her.. she might be special in a way that have driven him into her..she can be beautiful to him.. it doesnt matter..
__cherry drips*
10/19/2004 04:05:00 PM