Saturday, March 26, 2005

It's Raining, It's Pouring~

It've been raining since noon until now, tempratures down.. chilling and.. somehow just nice.
Just like the clouds, feeling heavy and blue, being extremely lazy and tired is even nicer ..
* yawn~ having to laze around and taking naps for the whole afternoon is just a simple self satisfaction which I've been craving for since the 'working days'.. and I believe I deserve to have my time being spent on a lil relaxation by sleeping, which made me canceled all my what-so-ever dates. Besides wasting time, what matters most is try not wasting $$. It's important to save some cash so I'm able to spend them during more worthwhile times, such as shopping with Shadow
^-^!! Oopz~ and try not to forget that the Genting trip is on, that'll keep me aware of my spending habits for now.

Rain rain please don't go away,
I only want you to be here today and hopefully tomorrow,
but please, not other days..(people have to take lrt and walk to school, not convenient ma)

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Finally~
I'm speaking in front of people, but yet, still stammering and shaking -_-#

Bring it on baby!~ I'm ready for just simply any presentations that is to come!!~

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I was just in time ..expecting to be the earliest but, nearly half of the studio was already sitted. Sat right at the back, hoping that no one's able to see me incase any of the lecturers tend to ask anything.. but I think it doesn't really work cuz those big and tall guys in front seems like being sympathetic trying not to block my view.. and in the end, I'm very much exposed to attention as lecturers in front is directly facing me.. -_- #
.. But it doesn't really matter anyway cause no one's answering anything.. their ice-breaking session didn't really work, everyone's still shy , even the lecturers themselves are soo shy to introduce themselves with only,"Good afternoon everyone, I'm ms/mr, I'm the lecturer for .... course. Thank you." ( how informative).. Poor, poor GD lecturer.. talking lame jokes without anyone responding to it..
One thing I'm really hoping is.. not to end up in a school like SSG though it's a private institution.. but I can't really afford anything more than this now, and will start looking for a part time job during weekends since that the time table for foundation programme is still flexible.
We cramped into a class to another trying to remember which class is where, at least won't get lost or embrass myself by entering the wrong class..this is soo sooooo boring, and guess what? I think I'm the 'oldest' female student there, cuz everyone look so cute like little girls.. at least a year younger than me.. but without fail.. I'm still 'trying' to be friendly.. That doesn't mean I'm not sincere but it's just that I look fake, the smile looks fake :P what can I do? Join a smiling class?
Don't find myself as active in socializing as before, just like days with Interact Club.. this all feels different.. wonder how it'll be? ..

Xi wang ming tian hui geng hao~ GANBADE KUDASAI!!~

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Called Vinski this morning to confirmed the exact date and time of the last intake in March..
and so, I get to know that I'll be doing something new starting on 23rd of March and on..but the day is kinda 'ling teng' and so is the time, 2pm.. and what will we doing at 2pm?..

Went for lunch at Genki Sushi with both of my brothers, and the bill was of course mine..
so they can eat all they want.. cuz this might be the last time I'm being so 'da fang' since I won't be having any income when school starts.. and they really meant to ripped my pocket apart..
~-^!!

On the way back.. guess who I've bumped into?

.. answer : an ex-boyfriend

.. and he was snuggling and hugging and doing those mushy mushy thingy with his girl..
Urgh.. what a 'sight'.. though have completely lost all my feelings for him.. but yet, there's still some kinda 'yucky' feeling within..

The girl .. not to say pretty, but has the decent kinda look.. .. .. let's just forget about it.

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